"Get scared. It will do you good. Smoke a bit, stare blankly at some ceilings, beat your head against some walls, refuse to see some people, paint and write. Get scared some more. Allow your little mind to do nothing but function. Stay inside, go out - I don’t care what you’ll do; but stay scared as hell. You will never be able to experience everything. So, please, do poetic justice to your soul and simply experience yourself."
this is from a roll of film that i shot a couple weeks ago. i havent been taking pictures for a while and in that time ive been able to just live and observe and reevaluate whats the point of taking pictures, which i find mucho importante. im trying to get back into the habit of shooting all the time. i love it. everything is interesting and everything is fleeting
i would sometimes take photos with my phone but never really took them serious because they weren’t taken with a “real” camera but i would take them anyways. to be honest i always liked the photos i took with my phone. it wasnt until recently that i started to really look closely at these photos then one day i just made this video. i look at it as a sort of digital zine. a gang of random obscure thoughts that i think is a pretty good representation of the world inside of my head. i fear people will not understand but i hope they do.